Schizoru

2008-02-27T17:20:00.001+08:00

ahh! should have got A for my AC test! JUST BECAUSE OF 1 STUPID WIRE, I GOT D!! wtf.. knn. how to get 4 pointer now? damn it..

2008-02-26T08:02:00.003+08:00

Sagittarius Man

He is also very optimistic about life and this optimism may sometimes border around blind faith. This attitude leads him to trust almost everyone and, more often than not, he ends up getting hurt. A Sagittarian male will always be running after some high dreams, which probably no one even thought of before.

Sagittarian men tend to move over lost love with as much ease as lost dreams. When they form friendships, they tend to look much beyond the external appearances. The heart matters to them more than the looks. A Sagittarius man doesn't have many enemies.

He may lack tact, diplomacy and consideration, but he is never deliberately mean. He doesn't know the meaning of sugarcoated truth and his statements will always be straightforward, direct and to the point. Still, people never go away from him forever. They will come back once the anger has subsided and then, be his close friends once again.

Most of them would be casual and at time, they may be promiscuous too. However, he is never dishonest in a relationship and will never say 'I Love You', even he doesn't mean it. He will tell you all about his previous relationships as well as what he expects out of the present one with you. He seldom lies, but his flirtation may sometimes be confused with commitment and result in a proposal from the girl.

Don't try to bind him and please never be suspicious of him. He is way too honest to be disloyal to you and he expects you to be sincere and truthful in return. Boredom makes him miserable and he wants a wife who is as enthusiastic about life as he is. Always encourage his weirdest of dreams and when he is not there, keep yourself busy with other things. Once you become sure of his commitment, throw subtle hints about marriage. However, never be the one to propose or suggest it.

You can even say that if the relationship doesn't lead to marriage, you can still be good friends. In all the probability, your Sagittarian man will propose marriage and make it work too. He will never let his family members or relatives interfere in your life and you will be expected to do the same. Never ever doubt his integrity or you will have to bear his nasty temper. When and if he is wrong, he will always come and admit it. He believes that truth and honesty is the basis of all relationships and he will make sure to follow this.

He will never try to put curbs on you and he will not mind even if you work after marriage. With him, prepare yourself for some forthright criticism. Infact, by this time, you should have gotten used to it. He may take time to get used to kids, but once he does, he will become their closest buddy and give them lots of love and affection. Don't neglect him when the children come. He was the first love of your life and should remain so. Just be there when he trips and will always be there for you in return!

2008-02-24T11:23:00.005+08:00

Arsenal were denied a crucial victory by a highly-debatable injury-time penalty at Birmingham on Saturday in a game overshadowed by a nasty injury to Eduardo.

what a frustrating match for arsenal! they deserve to win the game! eduardo injury was so horrendous. he broke his leg. just on top of his ankle. ouch. seen the replay. his teammates were affected and i guess thats why points were shared between both teams. the incident made me recall how i get my ligament injury! ah fuck. hope everything's fine for eduardo. fuh..

hopefully arsenal wont be down for the rest of the season after the nasty injury faced by eduardo. all the way arsenal!

im affected too.. ;-(

2008-02-17T12:39:00.003+08:00

What Nor Hakim Bin Mustuki Means

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.
You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.
Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

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2008-02-16T09:57:00.003+08:00

i love the way we think alike.
we have same chemistry? =)

2008-02-10T18:46:00.000+08:00

1st day out. i enjoyed it. =)

2008-02-08T10:50:00.000+08:00

Lifehouse - take me away.

This time all I want is you
There is no one else
Who can take your place
This time you burned me with your eyes
You see past all the lies
You take it all away

I've seen it all
And it's never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you

Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away

I try to make my way to you
But still I feel so lost
I don't know what else I can do

I've seen it all
And it's never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you

Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away

Don't give up on me yet
Don't forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
But don't let me stay here alone

This time all I want is you
There is no one else
Who can take your place
I've seen enough
And it's never enough
It keeps me leaving me needing you

Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away

Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away

*bogey, listen to this song aite! ;)

2008-02-03T10:00:00.000+08:00

life could be so sucky at times for me; haiz, when u found someone who had everything u wished for, then u found out that u are uncertain about the future together; making her happy n being responsible etc... things just start to fly into ur head.. it is not that im not a responsible guy but it's about makin our life a better life. u know what i mean. haiz. all i wanted is a girl like u! argh! and im not playing anyone's heart. but i think far, the future. maybe you are right. we'll just be a close crazy friends. and i dont wan anything bad to happen between us for now or later. hopefully. i wan to be close.. maybe thats enough.. maybe no. but im always there for u aite. i'll try to chg and make it better somehow for the future. for us? =) i TRY. and yea, keep smiling always k.. =) i love you. =)

hmm. it have been 1 week i last update. i think i'll just post some pics on how my life been doin..

2008-01-26T22:38:00.000+08:00

ok. o levels are out. i got my result. it is still the same. but i was offered more courses than last year. hah. for my sis, shes done very very well! 5 A's! and is that enough to tell that shes fucking smart?! she wanted to enter MJC. meridian JC. i really respect her. my idol? hahaha! all the best to her! i'll support her all they way! =))

Her result
L1R4 - 8 points
L1R5 - 11points.

2008-01-26T13:31:00.000+08:00

DEAD BLOG?

2008-01-19T17:03:00.000+08:00

Song
Give My Love - Edward Chan

When I look in your eyes I can see that you
Want to be with me but you're so scared
And I don't know what to say or do
But the tears keep falling from your eyes
And I know that
Times won't change my love
And I can't do nothing to keep you

Oh, I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night

As the hours pass away
You think that love ain't here to stay
Feel a beat from your chest
But you don't give doubt a moment's rest
You dream the future and all you see is dark
Listen to your heart, baby, the truth will set sparks

Now I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night

Now I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that time won't change my love
Take my love all through the night

I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love, through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night

heard it from a korean show - save your last dance for me
i've been watching "alot like love" 4 times this 1 week! hah. nice show.
i love the song. i'll be there for you by bon jovi.
"i'll be there for you. these 5 words i swear to you." hah.

*i understand. theres hope alright. =)

2008-01-17T22:49:00.000+08:00

I shouldn't see you, but I cant move
I cant look away.
And I don't know, how to be fine when I'm not
Cos I don't know how to make the feeling stop.

~taken from ming shun.

2008-01-13T01:30:00.001+08:00

Link to your tagger and post these rules. List eight (8) random facts about yourself. Tag eight people at the end of your post and list their names (linking to them). Let them know they’ve been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.

1. i drank the whole bottle of cough medicine at one shot. was dared by my friends. and get sore throat the next day. stupid of me.

2. i was called the "ultraman" in front of the whole sec school classes. because of my hair. embarrassing..

3. i disturbed my friend rihdwan until he dont wan to come to school.

4. i accidentally slap a girl's butt instead of my friend's butt. in the crowded bus. luckily it was a soft one.

5. i always jerk when i sleep in bus.

6. i in tend to sneeze when the whether is warm.

7. Im a fool to trust someone for about 2 years when i get to know it end up for nothing. dumb.

8. sometimes i think i have super power within me. HAHA

So here's my eight ppl:
1)Noor
2)Faizal
3)Gary
4)ahmad
5)bao
6)clement
7)shashah
8)rafie

I won't make it compulsory for any of you guys though but I appreciate it if you guys do it. Cheers!

2008-01-11T14:58:00.000+08:00

today school was damn slacking! first lesson was math. as usual, i can do it. haha. the teacher was very annoying! teach less scold more. wtf. we are not in sec sch anymore la dey. no need scold2. that's what most of my classmate feels too. because of him nagging n nagging which other teachers dont, it turned into a boring lesson.. ZzzZ. after the 1st lesson break for an hour before AC lesson start.

ang kong siao. i drew. bored. lol (above)

nice rite? anyone wants me to draw for u?

what does he care? LOL (above)

fauzio n me.

when Ac lesson starts, BOREDOM starts too! Mr Ishak voice just made us sleep! it is like he is singing to us.. HAHA. really sia. talk talk talk talk... then those who really wanted to learn will lost their interest because of the looooonnnng talk! haha. most of my friends feel asleep. he is like jiggly puff. HAHA. this is the time to disturb my friends! lol. look at the pictures (above). others also kena but didnt manage to take pic. hah.

wanna-be liberty mohawk.

thats for today! pls tag before u leave. thank u. hah.

2008-01-07T21:18:00.000+08:00

Today first day of school!!! First day of school is what i've been looking forward to! school make my life complete! i dont know why im so happy in this school. last time i was complaining about my school and so on.. but i think ITE really suits me! i cant believe i just said that! hahaha. first day of school was quite fun meeting friends especially their jokes n lame stuff. after school we went to pasir ris park to slack. we just dont know where to go! haha. here are some pics for today.

nice hairstyle?(top)

trying new SBS seat! in bus 5!(top)

i like this bus! so comfortable!! it is a normal bus but it just have diff kind of seats! cool!(top)

slack giler. otak mati sak dorang. at pasir ris park.(top)

2008-01-01T13:14:00.000+08:00

2008!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

It starts out with a good start. seeing my face in newspaper. LOL. first time.

On sunday, had training with the usual freaks. FCB. well, it didnt went out smoothly. got a prank called from dont know who but at last he gets angry. lol. ate at hougang mall long john silver. did stupid stuff. slack at cp until they went to "noors pub" to watch manchester city vs liverpool till 2.
Yesterday accompany my sis to hospital for some check ups. fuh. kena wait how many hours sia. then went to peninsula to shop. hah. before going home, called ahmad if he had any plan for tonight. he dont. we went to the nearest countdown tent. SENGKANG. LOL. there was Asian Idol, 1st runner up for singapore idol and rui en. others was... all chinese song. hah.

went with amron, bao and alif. later met ain, hidayah and imran. alif was fuking crazy. he even brought a chair from his house just to sit. fun yet boring. how sia? after the fireworks n new year spraying, they all went home while i n bao meet up with pao n ahmad for a game of pool. i know others of my friends are enjoying life at town. but what to do? life is like this. it's like that one... =.=.. all the way play pool. sian lah. but spend time pretty fast. hah. 6+ we went to seperate ways..

**I just cant stand lies! What do people gain from lying? they are just lying to themselves. haiz. i really really really hate people who lie! i'll always dam that person who lie. i dont care who u are. even u are my friends. if u are my friends, u should know me. please change la. just stop lying. how old are u to lie? u will lie till u are old? try to stop lying from now. it will be an easy life for u in the future. insya allah..

2007-12-30T01:03:00.000+08:00

this 1 week, everyday went out. damnn tired...

on Saturday morning went to JB. shop and eat. thats what singaporean usually go to jb for! haha. well, i just notice that if i speak english to them although i can speak malay, i'll be labeled as "action." lol! seriously, we went to secret recipe to eat our lunch. and i have to order everything. i spoke english which i usually dont. and guess what? before the waiter went off, he say "kerek." hahaha!! my family laughed at me. nvm. experience. lol. the shopping. damn.. so tired after walking here n there but end up buying only 1 jeans for my sis! ler. girls eh, hard to understand. hah. this happen at jb.

ok. later at 2 pm, going to have training like usual. at hougang. hope i play better than normally i played..

this pic is so cool!! HAHAHA

2007-12-29T00:40:00.000+08:00

here is the song lyric. TEENAGE DIRTBAG.

Her name is Noel
I have a dream about her
She rings my bell
I got gym class in half an hour
Oh how she rocks
In Keds and tube socks
But she doesn't know who I am
And she doesn't give a damn about me

Cause I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby
Yeah I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby
Listen to Iron Maiden baby with me

Her boyfriend's a dick
And he brings a gun to school
And he'd sI'mply kick
My ass if he knew the truth
He lives on my block
And he drives an Iroc
But he doesn't know who I am
And he doesn't give a damn about me

Cause I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby
Yeah I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby
Listen to Iron Maiden baby with me

Yeeah dirtbag, no she doesn't know what she's missin
Yeeah dirtbag, no she doesn't know what she's missin

Man I feel like mold
It's prom night and I am lonely
Low and behold
She's walking over to me
This must be fake
My lip starts to shake
How does she know who I am
And why does she give a damn about

I've got two tickets to Iron Maiden baby
Come with me Friday, don't say maybe
I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby like you

Yeeah dirtbag, no she doesn't know what she's missin
Yeeah dirtbag, no she doesn't know what she's missin

2007-12-25T14:16:00.000+08:00

yesterday went out with my 2 cousins! had so much fun. especially mirin. muhahaha. he is 14 and 1st time playing pool. okok. i wont be so bad to tell u guys what happened. went to orchard. did normal stuff like window shopping and all. we watched national treasure. it was awesome. 4.5 stars out of 5 stars. i like the climax.

after the outing, i drop by with my soccer mates to play soccer. yea. did some training like heading.. etc. till i hit a lamp post. damn. it black me out for a moment. damn. it still hurt now. then we went home.

today i dont know am i going out. see how thing goes..

my new cousin! just 2 months! yasmin is her name!

2007-12-24T12:25:00.000+08:00

spot me!

yesterday night was fun although it rained. we exchanged gifts. i feel bad after giving my friend the present i bought for him. haha. bao was so happy to see my hugo boss after opening the wrapper until he found out that he get a toothpaste inside. sorry bao. will buy for u 1! next year i guess.. haha. but i will buy. dont worry. i get a t-shirt from lucas. superman. L size. but i think big for me. but can wear. thanks lucas!

after the bbq, we; zal, noor, ahmad, bao, shun ming, pao ming, gary and me slacked around. we went hougang 401 coffeeshop to have supper and watched chelsea match against blackburn till 2 am. then slack at 267! memories sia!

at 4am we ate our breakfast at rivervale plaza mac. wait till first bus then we went home. reached home at 6. i really love my team mates. such bonding. if only i can do this always.. haiz. cant go out like this often. later going out again with my cousins. i hope it's gonna be fun. ciao.

2007-12-23T00:15:00.000+08:00

someone request me to upload more pictures! but there are over than 400 pictures we took!! so many!! need to choose. this time it is about scenery of turkey! enjoy!

2007-12-21T00:22:00.000+08:00

theres so much to talk about!!!! cant think of where to start! ahhh! im missing TURKEY ALREADY!!! if u wan know more, i'll share with u! interesting! snowballs, belly dancing, seagulls, governor of turkey, leather... ETC! WOAH! alot! let the pic shot tell its story. theres alot more pictures!! just couldnt get it in! TOO MANY!!! GOOD EXPERIENCE. haha =))) my trial at fenerbache was great! experience!! WOOHOO! cya later!

2007-12-06T22:32:00.000+08:00

today had C programming test. manage to do all while most of my friends do up to 2 question out of 3. which they could score 80%. first class ended at 11am. and next class starts at 2.. ARGH. long hours. i hate when it comes to this part coz i intend to go home... lol. but yet we slack at the student corner. i dont know what is it called. but it is an air con room.

next class was HCMS. we must submit out project! WTF. my group didnt even prepare a single thing for to day! hahaha. worst of the worst. and the teacher give us another 1 week to complete it. next week. which i wont be i attending the class. so i guess i get free marks? or.. not even a mark?! i dont know. but i think my friends will help. haha

after school, we went to starbuck! a special day for starbuck customer! salvation army day! we could donate any amount of money and could order anything!!! wahhh. so worth it. my kiasu classmate went to queue for it. the function only starts at 5 and ends at 7. an oppurtunity! but i didnt go for it. coz too many people. most of my friends donate 20 cents and get the starbuck drinks! ahhh!!! hahahaha. kiasu.. got 1 incident, this old lady ask, why are u guys queuing? and guess what my friend say? free car! HAHAHA. the old woman believe but at last she know the truth from other person. haha. funny

here are the pics for today...

at class dont know what to do, we play with nasir's hair. i wan this hair!!

the queue to get the cheap drinks from starbucks!

exchanging drinks flavour. try each other flavour. hah.

no place to sit, sit under the void deck. otak mati. =.=

the gamer in class! maroon shirt. when he holds a psp, he wont let it go. haha.

candid. i dont know what they are doing. but pop(red shirt) looks like he is doing crouch robot dance while the other guy posing...

thats for today!

2007-12-03T18:17:00.000+08:00

it has been a long time since i updated my blog! simply because i have not been online for a few days! sian. internet problem!! recently these days i intend to slack with my team mates! especially ZAL, NOOR, GARY, AMRON, HAZIQ, MING. just to spend my time out lah. jokes n stuff. they are the best.

hmm, ok last friday, after school, i watched HITMAN at tampines GV. the movie was nice. rate it 3/5. NC 16. kinda complicated ah. must watched 2 times. coz they hire ppl here n there. maybe im slow lah. lol. after watched movie with my friends, we went seperate ways. i went to vivo to have dinner with my family. it has been a long time since i went out with my family. nice outing lah. let everything out to them. share2. sat at the seat near the sea. i dont know wad it called it. it is facing the sentosa. and wad was weird about the place is that, there were cameras everywhere viewing at the sky. at first i thought they were mad. crazy. see stars? lol. but suddenly at 9 o'clock, fireworks explode in the sky. beautiful shapes and colours of the the fireworks came out. NICE. i think they will play the fireworks from 16 nov to 31 dec. here are some pics.

Nice?

Sis and mom.

Saturday went out with gary and noor. we accompany noor to sell his stuff. and he bought new game. fifa 07 xbox 360. gary went off to watch soccer with his poly friends. the new game noor bought was nice. then we called bao and faizal to watch soccer at noor's house but end up we play psp. haha. but i manage to see the GOALS live! haha.

us at noor's house.

On sunday, my team, fc bonito have a match against my ite friend's team! i though it was going to be easy butttt they are way much better. their right flank just too strong. the way they pass and dribble past are nice to watch. they have many crosses from there too. i played RIGHT MID after a long time! yea. i thought i was up for it but it didnt go my way. i was tired easily. ran up and down but no many balls come to me. all to the right. when they pass me the ball, i lose the ball easily. but manage to have a cross. to be honest, i think amron, zal, ivan, gary, haziq did very well. haziq was hunger for goals! i can see that. i like the way he play right mid. simply nice to watch. cristiano is back? lol. over all we lost 5-3. i guess it is just an experience. our long ball are just not too strong to switch from flanks to flanks. haha. overall i think my team did their best and proud of that. they never gave up. GARY WAS AWESOME! score hat trick as i expected! lol. currently the best striker in our team. after the match we ate at north point. me, zal, noor, ming, haziq, clement, amron slack continue slacking at cp while others went home. so where is my fixed role?

today school was ok. normal. did nothing. i came early and got to know that there is no P.E!!! stupid me. lucky shahreza was there too. i n him sit at cafe until the next lesson starts. lol. dumb sia me. overall, today in school basically i did NOTHING!!! serious! ite... sian. after school went to fauzi house to do our project. project that last for 20 mins while the rest of the time we play games n do stupid stuff. ite ppl are fun. haha. at 4 oclock i went to cp to cut my hair and drop my to a shop to see my friend working. hahahahah! that person look like budak kecik!!! funny. i bought myself a new earpiece. then now im at faizal house updating my blog. here are the pics taken when im an official an ite student.

Me n shahlan. wtf are we doing?

the FUNNY guy in class. shahlan.

after my hair cut. at zal's house. same? lol

FUH! WHAT ALONG ENTRY. I HOPE U GUYS READ K! AND DONT FORGET TO TAG! HUA HUA HUA. BYEEEE.

2007-11-27T19:28:00.000+08:00

sunday was great. learn from my vice captain. hah. my idol. monday had PE test. which i score 80/100. lol. then self revision for automation n control which the whole class went for break but never return. =.=. now. i was called the 'national player' because of 1 dumb goal i score. irritating classmates! they called me that name loudly. haiz. these hooligans.. haha cant blame. they are like that.

after school went to terminal 3 to see wad so diff from other terminal. well, it is damn big! we walk around the terminal and get tired easily. there are more shops. we are like 4 dumb ite students walking in terminal. i really hate going out wearing my uniform! i just got this feeling lah.

today school start at 10 end at 12. wtf? 2 hours? it is just like wasting time. tml release early, thursday starts at 2 end at 4. friday will end at 1. 1 week left for h in singpore before im going overseas for 11 days.

wth?

2007-11-24T17:28:00.000+08:00

i have to say.. u cant judge people by appearance. yesterday i have a soccer match. i play for my class. my class vs my friend's team (weekly they play match). i thought my team was dead meat. coz ive NEVER seen them in SW(sports & wellness) before. in other words P.E. if they turn up also, i see their standard was way way down. but yesterday, i played with them as a team. it totally shock me siaaa!!! our defense was... POWER. especial sakai n F.T.W. i score a wonderful goal outside the penalty box. outer foot + chop! hahaha! unbelievable! first it looked like it's going over and way to the left side of the goalpost. but then.. it curl and chop at the left top corner of the goalpost! hahaha. their play suit me. release the ball to an open space and all on my own. great. but we lost 3-2. its ok. at least i get something out of the match. haha.

after the match, my team n i slack at bedok's coffee shop. then take bus 87 to sengkang interchange. wahhh. my butt can become like baboon butt sia.. sit there for more than 40 minutes! sian. big butt. then bus 83 to my house.

today went to ICA to collect my new passport at 8 am. then to stalford to collect my money. reach home at 12. sleep. now blogging. aha

tml training at sembahwang. i hope it's gonna be better than my last week performance.. haha.

i was searching for nokia connecting people. suddenly, this came out. =.="

2007-11-19T23:29:00.000+08:00

today school was ok. release early at 12. went home and get some rest before i send my sister to her prom night! i got to say, she is just CUTE! hahaha. pretty? maybe. hmm. attractive.

after sending her, i meet my secondary peeps! amron, kamilah and amirah! at starbucks! GREAT! share how our lifes are now. i think it is good to meet up. u just can share anything with these guys! jokes is a must. wont stop laughing. i enjoyed it. and amron blanja us all coz he is late. how SWEET! lol. i took my opportunity to ask amirah to blanja also. she promise to treat me mah. LOL. thanks guys! haha. talked till 9+ then i go home. amron send kamilah home. END

2007-11-18T19:59:00.000+08:00

i always have this sucky feelings. to give everything people wants.. when i have to lose everything. haha! well, sometimes it is for the good. keep your feelings like u didnt feel anything at all. just live normally. but inside it ate u up when u see it was all gone. haha. kk. maybe u guys dont understand wad im posting.

well, today i had my soccer training. every sunday. i feel so fucked up! i cant even score! a striker lacking of goals just show how bad he is. argh! i think im not a player that stops and pass but rather a guy with 1 way thinking. DIRECT. to solo and score! haiz. just suck la today training. i think next training i have to go on my own. my own way thinking. but it is a team play. ARGH. confuse! overall today, SUCKY DAY. just suck! next week we will train else where instead of the pri school. haiz.

out u go.

2007-11-17T23:25:00.000+08:00

recently what happen, i dream of that girl! i dont know why. but it seems she have the right stuff for me in the dream. NOT A WETDREAM OK! haha. just a normal dream.

yesterday after school went to MUSTAFA! then with awal, accompany ahmad for interview at our work place. haha. the collecting pay have changed! i somehow miss the hotel! i miss the work! haha!

today went to sentosa with Haziq. amron notice us when we have been sitting opposite him for about 45 mins. darn! slow sia. i think he concentrate on the ball and girls thats why he didnt notice us that fast. haha Lime Sonic Bang. performance from local bands! great performance from CARACAL! i like. the happening band.. i did some moshing! haha. great. lucky nothing serious happen. lol.

on the way back, in NEL, a girl melt my heart! haha. she offered an old lady her seat while i stunningly looking at her. ah!! damn me. i was too slow to give my seat to the old lady. haiyoh! paiseh! i feel suck. i feel like im not gentleman! which i usually are. eh? iyer ke? hahaha. but i really like that type of girl! sooo considerate and sooo courteous! nvm nvm. should react fast next time.

let the pics do the talking..

2007-11-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

what happen recently..

i bought new soccer boots! +F30 at peninsula. but i wont use it yet. maybe when i find my real self then i use. for now no. maybe after injury i'll use. haha

celebrated my father's birthday at seoul garden at tampines mall. my treat. =)

follow my family to jb to find my sister prom nite dress! how nice when ur prom nite is beside a swimming pool. haha.

when boredom strike. 1 of my friend took this poster in a bus! haha!

this is candid. not aware my sis took it! macam model eh. future cK model!!! hua hua hua.

2007-11-08T12:28:00.000+08:00

10 Reasons Why It Sucks to be a Dick
1. You've got a hole in your head.

2. Your master strangles you all the time.

3. Your head is disproportionate to the rest of your body.

4. You shrink in cold water.

5. You never get a haircut.

6. You always hang around with 2 nuts.

7. Your closest neighbor is an asshole.

8. Your best friend is a pussy.

9. Your scalp gets cut off if you're Jewish or Muslim.

10. Everytime you get excited, you throw up.

how suffering.. LOL

2007-11-06T14:34:00.000+08:00

my gay friend and me. haha.

it has been a long time since i post a serious post. so here it goes. what happen to my life recently, injures, exams, problems, love life. lol.

i've been gettin injuries easily! is it because i did not do my warm up properly or am i weak? OR what i did make me weak?! argh! i hate injuries! especially when im into sports. damn. now im having problem with my left knee. when i shoot or run, i will feel the pain. urgh! irritating. last sunday had training as usual. im totally down because i cant train like the rest of them. they look like they are having fun. me? sitting down there play with eddie's small bro. HAHA. i've lost my form since after operation. really sucks.

my o level exams are finally OVER! GREAT! more time to enjoy! overall, the paper is ok lah. do-able. hope i pass. even if i pass, i wont go poly. coz i think ITE suits me. LOL. poly will be a hard time for me i guess. i like the number 4 when im in ite. 4.0 gpa. LOL. 4 pointer dokkk. haha

about the problems im facing is really confusing! what have i got to do with that!? i really have no idea! i wan to clear my name as fast as possible because i know i did not spread or do anything! rumours never leave me. sucks lah.. fitnah lebih dosa dari membunuh orang.

about my love life, im still holding on what i have although it wont guarantee me a successful one. haha! try my luck. risk for love. cinta itu gila. LOL.

TODAY IS MY DAD'S BDAE!!! going out later! hua hua hua!

2007-11-05T17:13:00.000+08:00

Second group to jalan rayer with! awal and gang!

Rizal's house

Ahmad's house.

Roslin's house.

Umairah's kakak sedare house. =P

Luqman's house.

Umairah's house. (girls)

Umairah's house. (guys)

Shakila's house.

Us in bus.

Hussein's house. (busuk)

Awal's house.

2007-10-30T06:56:00.000+08:00

here are the strings of pictures (individuals)..

Me and Rafie.

Farhana and me.

Shidah and me.

Ili and me.

Bestie.

We look like siblings. lol.

here are the strings of pictures (groups)..

Qurai's house.

Faizal's house.

Hussein's house.

Sila's house.

Mdm Aliah's house.

Farhana's house.

My house. lol.

Shidah's house.

some house we forgot to take pics. lol.
will post more after saturday! hua hua hua.

2007-10-28T16:02:00.000+08:00

had fun with my friends when jalan rayer! yesterday i went out with 2 groups. sec 5b and my sec 4f class malay girls. hah. will post the pictures soon! at night i went to watch movie marathon at sengkang cc. And overall that day, i got to say, i really miss u!! haha okla. i'll update more next few days. =)

holding on...

2007-10-25T18:02:00.000+08:00

i wish 1 day she will know how much i really love her.. =)

2007-10-16T00:12:00.000+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

hari raya wassss not as exciting as it used to be. we are getting older and slowly the excitement for hari raya is fading.. well, we still had fun. haha. spend time with my cousins. im one of the oldest. hah. boring ah oldest. if work must give money. lol. okla, 1st day was great, all came my house. coz im the oldest. LOL. not me la. my mom. all came. so good, no need go out. but in the evening went to my father's eldest sister house. i totally knock out at my father's eldest sister house. haha. sleep! zz. i think this year i get less money. but it wont cancel on my plan on buying my soccer boots! haha. hmm. past 2 days, we went visit at relatives house, my mom and dad seem interested in kids. really! never have i seen them like this before. i guess they really wan grandchildren! they have been askin me, will they get to see their grandchildren. and now my dad is 60! damn! tips, do not marry so old! haha. young2! so ur kids can take care of u and get to taste their money. and spend time with ur cucu! haha. i got to work hard because soon it is my turn to take care of them! haiz! so fast i become old. zz. okla. update this only. =)

sorry my english is badddd

2007-10-14T01:38:00.002+08:00

thinking which boot to buy...

Nike Total 90 Laser?

adidas +f30

nike vapour?

2007-10-12T20:19:00.000+08:00

i know im not vintage. but i like the layout. will post regularly soon.

2007-09-28T02:30:00.000+08:00

these few days really suck la. feel like shit. so today i decided to go out with adam. meet him just to let shit out of my head. still fukin stuffy in my head. so called awal and rizal to lepak. hoping they could make me feel better. ard 9 plus meet at awal's place. chat a while then off to tampines to lepak with elfie. took bike there. awal speed demon. hah. talk about this and that. and i think it really helps. the gust of wind clear my head. hah. talk2 till late night. now updating. haiz... SUCK LA. never thought this would happen! if i would stay longer, maybe i could get a taste on luqman's car. hah. but nah. next time.

rizal spray his bike white pearl.

rizal & elfie.

awal.

2007-09-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

i've never had feeling this strong for someone
and the fact that i just have to walk away from,
it hurt, me more than you will ever know.

2007-09-20T07:02:00.000+08:00

ahhhh! i feel i have a brain blockage! my brain need sometime off; a holiday! cant think of other things but her! she meant so much! i want to explore the world! i need something to do just to move on!!!!!! i really need it badly! guys! bring me out! show me the path to being single! hahaha. im in the mood of having donuts! addicted! i wan to work but there is so much to be done! firstly my o lvl! been doing tys and stuff but i cant concentrate! forget every atom of it. LOLS. haha. i wanna paint my room this year! to a darker colour and maybe some decoration made by me! or i could ask some of u to draw for me? im splashed with money and dont know what to do with it! i need to enjoy!!!!!! i wan to be out from this cramp mind of mine! soccer have been helping to spend my free time. holidays for 5 weeks but 2 weeks have past! and i have not enjoy my holiday! bargh! noor! u wan go geylang??? lets go! just msg me! with all our muslim friends! hah. i miss all my secondary school friends!! i wan meet them and break fast together! haha.

*maybe i came in at the wrong time in her life..

2007-09-14T07:20:00.000+08:00

i wish i could turn back time.

2007-09-12T07:59:00.000+08:00

why do i feel like shit?
i need to change my blog layout.
it looks like primary school blog. lol.
anyone can find me nicer blogskin? =)

didnt went for my ite class chalet. what a waste.
coz i've tution for o lvl. will i pass this 1 subject?
i still have doubt. hah. next month practical.
am i ready? god knows. lol. ramadhan is next 24 hrs.
got to control my nafsu. bersabar.
ckp sini habis sini. cannot kapo. =)

5 weeks of holidays. in the month of puasa.
what can i do? break fast with friends is a MUST!
others, i guess i've to spend it on revising my combine science.
i need someone to teach CHEMISTRY!! i still fuking dont know. consider 50% fail.
trying my best.

2007-09-10T13:29:00.000+08:00

our first friendly match since we played for our sponsor CNA. we lost 4-2. i played really really bad as a center mid. im not used to center mid. but i cant blame that. should work hard next time. anyway, nice game we had there. first half we really control the possession. just wanna update on this.

2007-09-08T12:00:00.000+08:00

got tagged by faizal to do a survey. lazy but nvm la. another way to update my blog.

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1.(the person who tag you is ...) faizal
2.(your relationship with him/her is ...) fc bonito teammate.
3.(your 5 impressions of him/her ..) irritating, funny, cool, loving, trustworthy and handsome =X haha.
4.(the most memorable thing he/she had done for you) he slept with me.
5.(the most memorable words he/she had said to you) pukim
6.(if he/she becomes your lover, you will..) no
7.(if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be) crap la
8.(if he/she becomes your enemy, you will...) be friends back.
9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be ...) kurang ajar. fikir 2 kali!
10.(the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is ...) wish him goodluck on scoring goals this sunday.
11.(your overall impression of him/her is ...) true friend
12.(how you think people around you will feel about you?) weird?
13.(the character you love of yourself are ...) honesty.
14.(on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are ...) girls are my weakness.
15.(the most ideal person you want to be is ...) my mom.
16.(for people that care and like you, say something to them ..) "im always here to lend a listening ear to anyone!"
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2007-08-26T20:42:00.000+08:00

boring song. lol. got 4th for the floorball competition. faizal really getting better as forward. and im getting suck. noor was great. ahmad the ole king. zzz peace. this blog update is crap. =)

2007-08-21T22:54:00.000+08:00

today went to school with adam. brought floorball stick with me because later i have competition. adam was embarrass to walk with me. just because i brought my stick. reached school quite late. around 30 mins late. hah. school should finish around 4.30 today but it ended at 11! haha. teacher take medical leave.. wah seh. never tell earlier. then 11 am - 5pm do what sia. 5pm sharp is our reporting time for our team to be in the competition. hahaha. an idea from ahmad. take a bus. alight till where it stop. so we took bus 31 from our school. simei to toa payoh. guess what we did at toa payoh? nothing but to have our lunch there! haha long john silver. den travel back to school. the journey is about 1 hr plus.

after eating.

at 5, we change to our sports attire to get ready for the match. haha. my team all a newbie. but they are skill too. our team name is.. "Team Ganas" hahaha. what kind of team name is that. LOL. thought of putting "Team Champion" but wait people kutuk us. haha crap la my friends. fun! we play group stage. 4 teams in a group. at first we thought like no hope to qualify for quarter finals.. because first of all we are newbie, second some of us no confidence. haha. first match we lost. 2-0. haiz. sad. 2nd match we won 2-0!! scored by Ridhuan and Shahlan. the last match will decide if are through to the quarter finals. we must at least get a draw or a win to get through.. and the final score for the last match is.. 1-0!! i score! haha. happy sia! my teamates all relieve after i score that goal. crucial goal. thanks to my assist! shahreza!! great pass from him. all credits to him.. WE ARE THROUGH TO THE QUARTER FINALS!!!!!!!! WOOOOO. hopefully we reach semi finals! as for the team, im really happy we did it. ahaha. all u need is teamwork. haha. thursday will be the day. looking forward to it.. =))

Team Ganas
-sakai
-pop
-ahmad
-shahreza
-ridhuan
-hakim
-ashri
-shahlan

2007-08-09T01:17:00.000+08:00

today morning (Wednesday) went up early to prepare myself to school. went to adam's house to him to go school together. while im walking to his house, i saw many red shirts around. haha. den i just realize today they are having half day. at adam house, i took this pic. semangat national day. this is rivervale primary school. haha. all wore red.

den went to school like usual. at school still have lesson like normal. at 10 we must go to the field. wow. that was when the sun was blazing directly. BURN!! luckily the mp shorten the speech. haha. understanding mp. after school we went to bugis to slack at starbucks. ahmad working place. they were relaxing while me and ashri finding BLUE rose around bugis. it is ashri and her gal anniversary. aww. sweet. we manage to get one! haha. somemore last minute. after getting one, we went home.

ard 6.15 we meet at city hall. but i was late. i came 15 mins late. wad a bad impression of me for the first meeting them wearing home clothes. the motive, to watch gig. we had our dinner at Cavana at marina square. ate red roasted chicken rice. not full thou. bought 100 gram of butterscotch to fill the extra space of my stomach. den watch the gig. a pic of it.

the band performing was the sallys i think. haha. nice songs. malay songs also got. haha mosh and stuff. after the gig we just sit at an empty space under a tree. to chill enjoying the cool brisk of wind. a dumb photo. he wanna kiss me to cheer me up from the heartbroken. hahaha. anyway. thanks aite guys for cheering me up. even for stupid jokes! lol.

ard 11pm wan, ashri and me went home. guess what happen in the train. a kid made up my day ah. her age ard 2-3 yrs old. haha. playing with me like im her older bro. lols. while her parents just watch. haha. she really made me cheer up. lols. i love kids. cant resist them. in the bus 83 ive nothin to do but to take pic of myself. lol. tired laaaaa.

okla. i think i wan sleep. peace! my heart beats for her. hahahaha. just stay happy!!!

2007-08-06T22:48:00.000+08:00

today i have no school because of friday and saturday's fiesta at my school. just for my school. haha. suke hati skola arh. lol. so, i brought my mom and my mak cik out. to mustafa centre. ate the cheapest food there. haha. bought things need for daily then went home. at home sleep to rest for later tuition. haiz. less than 100 days to 'O' level.. and i think im not ready yet. so many distractions! haiz. i hope i can get over everything ASAP. struggling with my chemistry. and im lost on chemistry when the tuition teacher teach my class. really2 distracted! well, i shouldnt really blame on the distraction thingy. it is just up to me to concentrate. put everything 1 side. trying my best. my bio should be quite okla. after the tuition, i went to this empty field around punggol area. very dark. guess what i did? i shouted all my lungs out! i dont know why. shout until im happy. crazy uh.. some ppl look out of their window just to see me shouting. just like me singing live. haiz. im really down lah. cant think of any word to describe..

i hope everything will turn out fine.. soon

2007-08-06T11:22:00.000+08:00

questions all around me. the answers have no links! is this just another lie?

2007-07-25T23:04:00.000+08:00

yesterday school ends at 11. haha. so early sia. somemore later got floorball training at 5.30. so we went slacking, orchard and bla bla bla. guess what we saw while we on the way there?

a bunch of secondary school trying to squeeze themselves into that that area. zz. cant they think of another way? malukan skola je. somemore got teacher in front of them. comfirm the teacher dont know what to do but just ask them to reach out form the road. paiseh dokk.

at cineleisure they book a room with five coms to play lan games. fuh. gerek. the room really gave us some privacy to make noise. haha. i didnt play coz to me waste money. i watch and teach them to play. lol. 1 hr 4 bucks. worth it? dont know la. frist they want to play CS but dont know how to create. i also dont understand. totally different from normal cs. den they played war craft. hahaha. only 1 or 2 of them know how to play. but all play/ funny to see those who kena attack. they are new to this and their army was like 2-5 soldiers. lol. haha. okla. dont say them. i also dont know how to play. den at floorball training like usual.

today, i enter a competition. so, im excuse for class. lol. i went for carom competition. haha. teringat aku time dulu aku main ngan sufyan time secondary school. lol. faizal always made sufyan mad. hahahah. he is the one who teach me carom. i mean sufyan. 16 players enter. i go all the way to final. fuhhh. baik dok. never have i play so good in carom. haha. but final i lose. awwww. haha. nvm. just a game. hahaha. den slack at cafe. den floorball training. the training was great! most of them bought the own stick. haiz. i think of buying one. maybe on friday. start at 5.30 and end at 7 plus. lol. haha. okla. i wan update on this only. got pictures to upload but lazy to transfer from my hp. okla. aliosss

2007-07-23T00:10:00.000+08:00

had downloaded asian teams for Pro Evolution Soccer 6. great! singapore are in it. ade semangat sikit nak main untuk negara. well, they are challenging. u know singapore is not that good. but i always try to get a draw. realistic. the jersy, the ability they have and on. theres other asian team too. like thailand, vietnam, malaysia, all players have their name right. haha. okla. just wanna update on this. tumbs up. thanks to mat noor. lol

2007-07-20T22:21:00.000+08:00

Thursday
school as per normal. release earlier. having difficulty to decide where to go after school. at last end up going to forum at orchard. ate lunch there. played some toys at toy 'r' us. haha. nothing better to do. chill at mac. then went to borders. we read a stupid book there. a book with pictures asking us to find bin laden. haha. we wont get out of the shop until we find him in every page. lols. while we were finding that bin laden guy in the book, a photograhper took our pic out of no where. haha. we were surprise. some run spreading themselves to not let the photographer take their pic. while some still finding that bin laden guy in the book. haha. funny. stand there like nothing happen. then came Hagrid, Lord Voldemort, and 1 wizard girl. they took pic with us. wasted we forgot to take pic of us at our hp. they were walking here and there to advertise the harry potter book which will be release this saturday. haha. suddenly Hagrid talk in malay. " come take pic with us " lol. now we know Hagrid is a malay. then we disturb the Lord Voldemort. funny things happen. lol. after one whole day at orchard, we went home. i borrow 1 book from shahreza. now i understand better about girls. lols. this is the picture of the book.

Friday
today after school decided to skip friday prayers. cey. bdk jahat. lol. but decided to play floorball at Valhall instead with fauzi, shahlan, ridhuwan, foheer, iman, ashri and william. rent the court for 1 hour. the floorball stick were charge FOC. if not, we got to pay 5 dollars for it. lucky our coach give it a discount. fauzi and ashri try out their new sticks the bought. lols. had a great game. i score quite a few goals than i usually do. maybe today my day. haha. i think im addicted to floorball already. lol. after playing, we went to kallang KFC. a good place when u feel dehydration. coz the water are free flow. lol. then i went home with william. take bus and mrt.

2007-07-18T15:45:00.000+08:00

today after school went to kallang KFC to eat. the drinks are free flow! i find the food more tasty than other outlets. after that we went near indoor stadium to check out floorball sticks. the shop is near 'The Cage'. did some survey on the 'The Cage'. 2 hours 50 bucks for student. it is something like street soccer like that. maybe one day i should bring my whole team there. reached the floorball shop and found out that the shop is owned by my coach! haha! cool. browse all sticks and 1 attract me. i thought of buying it but maybe not now. maybe after i was selected then i will buy. hope i will get selected. the selection will be next week tuesday and wednesday. one of my friend bought a floorball stick which he wanted. cost 150 bucks for total plus the new blade. i saw amron's stick. and it cost only 115 dollars! cheap. but i think he had bought it expensive at other shop. if im not wrong, 166 dollars? not sure. around there. after that went home. here are the pics for today.

2007-07-16T22:20:00.000+08:00

bored and decided to do these quiz. real or not, im not sure. haha.

2007-07-13T22:09:00.000+08:00

this week slack gilerrr. hahaha. monday got 3 lessons, 1 cancel, 1 skip, and one i went for it. which is visual basic. tuesday went school for the whole day. till 4.30. den went for floorball training. woah. only me and my classmates turn up. haha. we train ourselves and play match with coach. great game. no line to change. 1 line vs 1 line. haha. tiring thou. wednesday school ended at 11.30. then went to AMK to meet faizal and noor to watch transformers. they finished at 3 o'clock! wah seh. so i round2 amk and bought tics first. only few people turn up for the movie. my friend told me to wait till the credits finish they will show some hints on the next coming movie. so i told noor and faizal to stay till the credits finish. and guess what? u go watch urself. jhahahahahah

thursday was the most shitty day! 8 oclock morning start and 8.30 morning finish. den my group can go home. WTF. only 30 mins then can go home. waste my time coming to school. and later that day i have floorball training. at 5.30. expect me to wait at school for training?! wtf. skola rabak. so me and my friends slack first at school till noon den off to orchard. one bunch of hooligans excluding me. they just dont know how to keep their volume down. haha. one of my friend bought havanas scandal. so expensive! 50 bucks. that could be my 2 week allowance! den eat at lucky plaza nasi ayam penyek. nice. den went back to school play pool den go for training. this time alot of people came. haha.

today was ok. tml got theraphy den if no program go home. on sunday will have soccer training. im having phobia! im scared of sprinting now! ahh!! hahahaa. nvm. like noor say. slowly. okla. bb. update for this week.

2007-07-10T23:04:00.000+08:00

It's not how GOOD you are,
It's how GOOD you want to be..

2007-07-08T14:07:00.001+08:00

lyrics for the song.

Lelah hati yang tak kau lihat andai saja
Dapat kau rasa kan letihnya jiwaku karna sifatmu

Indah cinta yang kau berikan kini tiada
Lagi kudapatkan teduhnya jiwa

Baiknya kupergi
Tinggalkan dirimu
Sejauh mungkin
Untuk melupakan
Ooo...

Indah cinta yang kau berikan kini tiada
Lagi kudapatkan teduhnya jiwa

Baiknya kupergi
Tinggalkan dirimu
Sejauh mungkin
Untuk melupakan
Dirimu yang slalu
Tak pedulikan ku
Yang mencintaimu
Yang menyayangimu

Bila saat nanti aku jauh
Kuharap kau mengerti
Kuharap kau sadari

2007-07-02T09:48:00.001+08:00

line up.

Beautiful fireworks. i just love them!

our last day at national stadium. farewell

Singapore should have kill the game in the first half creating alot of chances. they should have at least score 2 goals. well, unlucky they hit the post twice. final score 3-0. Australia won. kden just updating this. =)

2007-06-29T00:22:00.000+08:00

i wan to advise to someone that if u like that particular someone, just go and try it out to be with him. who knows he might be the one you wanted all along. love all start with liking each other. in other words, play play like. it happen when everyday u saw him somewhere at the same spot. u will intend to fall for him as days past by because everyday in school u saw him. everywhere u turn, u face him. isnt it sweet? it may be fate. well, who knows until u try it out with him. all the best. slowly the love will grow..

2007-06-17T23:01:00.000+08:00

hola people! im hakim's sister here helping him to update his blog.

today's fathers day is a family outing!

heres some shots of him.

HE IS SO FUNNY!!!

2007-06-16T22:39:00.000+08:00

morning had physio theraphy. totally slack. no mood. after that went home to eat my breakfast+lunch. cant celebrate nisa bdae today coz im going to send someone to umrah. and someone sunat. zzz. cant go for joshua bdae party too. haiyoh. after all that. it ended at 7.00+. den went to geylang walk2. mom & sis shops while i wait. dad went home. -.-. receive my entry proof for my retaking o level.

2007-06-16T00:02:00.000+08:00

people judge me by the first look. the appearance. haiyohh. i just hope people know the real me before they make any comment on me. it can be totally opposite thing about me. and they will miss understand me.

today was my last day of school for semester 1. we ate at classroom like no one business. den i was force to join the robotic club which im not interested. i try to get out of it. lol. after that we played pool den to yishun den i went home. boring.

how will hols be...

2007-06-14T21:17:00.000+08:00

today in school did nothing but to play PSP. zzz. for 1 and half hour. den played pool at school for a while. after that lepak at the student corner to enjoy the air con. den i meet adam to home with him. stay at his house for a while to chill and then off to punggol street soccer.

I AM REALLY DISAPPOINTED! I PLAYED LIKE SHIT! AHH! IM NOT AS GOOD AS I USED TO BE. i feel im useless. i cant do anything good now.haiz. i scored some goals but i think i still sucks! ahh!! i wan to be better than last time! now im totally play like newbie! injury sucks!! haiz. for those sportswoman and sportswoman, pls avoid any injury. because u will regret it! ahh! i regret. now everything is going bad for me. for the future too! army and so on..

2007-06-13T21:00:00.000+08:00

finally! i've let her go like she wanted!

today at school did nothing but to watch movie. watched 2oo pound beauty AGAIN! after school went to bedok a while then went home. while others play soccer.zz when will i recover!

2007-06-12T20:48:00.000+08:00

i feel lazy to update. theres so many things that i just could think of. wierd eh? hahaha. today i received a soccer trial msg which only allow poly and jc students to join. wtf. i dont even know who sent me that msg. fuckin ass. soccer got such thing which use ur brain to use the formula for maths meh? kimekk. wtf sia. i feel so lousy. now i know how ite people felt. it's okay. i can explore life. hahaha. macam paham ah kim. today was my last day of test! woohoo. first test i got grade A. haha. cad test. baik arh. lol. after school i went to airport. slack. saw one whole bunch of japanese students arrive! so many of them! haha. my friends took pic with them. gatal miang. hahaha. ask for number. lol. ate at macdonald. den slack at viewing gallery. nice view. den went home. this week is the last week of school! woo.

2007-06-06T22:50:00.000+08:00

today school was normal. had revision at class for the up coming test this friday. haha. yea. im getting it. school finish at 12.30. so we went to airport to chill. there was where the mepek start. haha. after walking all over airport, we took 858 to jalan kayu!! had our lunch there. haha. luch at 2 oclock. style ar. zz. i pay 5 dollars for these. FULL sioll. haha. kla. till here i'll end

2007-06-03T22:58:00.000+08:00

i seriously dont know what to update about. theres so many things going on till i forget about it. hah. hmm, since someone request me to update, den i shall update. i'll update the things i remember. this early month, my school floorball team have won GOLD for woman and man in the whole of ite. i guess. coz i only watch the FINALS at ITE tampines. final score for man. 4-3 against ite west. and for the woman 2-1 against ite central. great! we are the champions! haha. and as im in the school, i decided to meet rizal and awal. haha. awal bike have got scratches coz of accident he met. ler..

Theres one incident that one of my friend's ezlink ended up on top to the bridge shelter near our school! shah climb on top of it to take it. IT IS AT THE TOP OF THE BRIDGE SHELTER! hah. crazy fellow. i forgot to the the video. XD. if not i have evidence. haha.

I went to sentosa with my soccer team. josha bring some girls too. we played soccer beach and some games. i was buried in the sand with my breast and penis done. what a master piece! haha. while half of the playing beach ball. den after that we played captain's ball. haha. pull joshua in the sea and he looked frustrated. haha. "FIND MY SPECS! I DONT CARE!" haha. well, they all find it. and amron save the day. lucky for him! lols.

yesterday went out with ili for our bestie outing. lols. it has been so long i've not met my best secondary friends. well, all girls. -.-. i met farhana and preetheba on farhana bdae. only ili & i didnt meet. so we went out sharing our problems while giving some advices. i felt better. sometimes people dont understand. and that is hard. haha.

floorball practise was great. i cant play it but i only practise passing. hmm when will i going to recover?!?!?!?! i hate injuries! my physio trainer told me i need about 2 more months to be back in floorball and 4 more months to soccer!!! argh!! so long!! damn it. 4 more months means.. October than i can play soccer! and at that month i got to study for my o lvl which i have not even started!!!! ahahahahahaha. siao!!giler peh budakkk.

in this month too, i went to cemetery to pay visit.. and guess what i did there? i practise driving on my father's car!! hahahaha!! after i on the engine, i put it into gear one. clutch it and press the petrol. and the car didnt move. i had passenger on board. my dad and mom. haha. so i just press deep on the petrol pedal and the car gave a sudden fast speed move which shock everyone in the car! hahahahahaha. i quickly press the break and it stop a few centermiter away from a tree. lucky it didnt crush into the tree. fuhh. that scare me. my mom said she dont ever want to sit in the car when im driving. haha. well, i still got much to learn! haha.

kla, until here i'll update.. =))

2007-05-22T08:00:00.000+08:00

fukk. now the registeration for night class is closed! ahh. got to study on my own. if take tuition course expensive. -.- haizz.. damn it. can anyone help me pls.. science! bio chem. combine science. kla. update on this only.. byee

2007-05-20T23:12:00.000+08:00

TIME IS RUNNING OUT!!! my ite exams are coming! my o lvl exams are coming but not yet study or got into any classes!! die! and now im busy studying for BTT test for the licence when it will be on december! am i mad!? hahahaha. i wan to go poly but i somehow feel lazy and slack. but come on, it is only one subject! den poly! but.. i dont know can i cope with poly studies... thats the prob. i dont wan after i enter and i will regret. is this what i really want? im confuse!! to study or not to study for o lvl!! somemore if im going to poly, ive no ite cert. and if i fail poly i got nth. is it better ti continue to 2nd year of ite then to poly or now before i get into NS? waaaaaaaaaa. ahh. okok.

i found i way. i think i will study all! tml im going to register for my O lvl science night lesson. and guess what? it is at unity SECONDARY!!! fukin far. at yew tee! ahhh. and i got to register for this night class. i think im gonna use my money this time. i got to support myself! yea! and the class is at night! once a week. 7pm-10pm. ahh. for study sake, i'll do it!! and a few more weeks to my ite 1st semester exam, haha. studyy!!

i got to taste to ride my father car in car park. haha. scary but fun. for the first time, i feel that the car is big. haha. hondaa. weeeee. zz. father gave me book one of high code book to study and refer to take BTT test. oklaa. now so stress up. i can feel the o lvl pressure now!!! i wan to pass!!!! i dont know can i do it or not. haiz. i forgot everything ive learn. especially CHEMISTRY!! ANYONE CAN HELP MEEEEEEEEE. JUST 5 MORE MONTHS!!!! HELP HELP.

kla until here i'll updatee.. life is difficult for me.

2007-05-19T08:43:00.000+08:00

i lazy to update. this is my class. but not our classroom. so cramp! spot me.

2007-05-14T22:30:00.000+08:00

today have been tiring. come school 9.30 but got to know the first lesson was cancel!! and got to wait for 2nd lesson which is at 12. wth! i could have get some sleep at home. damn friends didnt tell me. instead they ask me to come faster and join them. haha, nampak sah they are bored without me. -.-. so the waiting time they eat their breakfast while me only drink water coz i need to be budget. im controling to spend only $3.50 a day! hmm, ive plan about that and see can i take it. if can, i could save some money! haha. money nowadays not easy to find. so must be wisely spending them. moreover when my parents are not working anymore. and i have to apply bursary. hmm, i got find work if i can.

oh fuk shit!!! i still have not studied for my science o level!! i feel so lazy to study. haha. slack giler. ahh. dont know la. the practical all. can die already sia. waste money. after school, wait for adam. den went home with me. den he ask me lepak with nadia and mia. so lepak behind cvss till 8.30. just to release things in my head!!! den walk home.

now im updating my blog den maybe later SLEEP! hah! tml one whole day siaaa. 8-4.30. hahahahaha. oklaa. i'll end here.

2007-05-11T23:23:00.000+08:00

these days my friends have been calling me MOK. guess what it stands for? Man Of Kentot. haha. i dont know why this week i fart alot. i fart one thing, but the smell like rotten egg! early this days when my friends and i slack at the forum, i release the thing quite frequently. i really have no idea why. somemore it have loud sound! hahahaha. tkleh angkat. today when going to school, i had difficulty of getting bus 27 coz everytime the bus come, it was full. but then, i manage to squeeze one of the bus. and i manage to get in. im at the highest step of the enterence bus. and theres 3 or 4 people behind me on lower steps. and guess what happen? i fart 2 times!! and it made the sound! hahahahaaha. i cannot tahan. i dont how the person behind me feels. pitty him. hahaha. imagine u are that person. it smells bad. haha. kk.

thats the highlight of the week!!

2007-05-10T20:50:00.000+08:00

ite life is great. i love it. on tuesday, it was a long day. started at 8 and end at 4. after that we went to play POOL. haha. it has been a long time i played pool. my skills had rust! i lost 2 matches. haha. the last match i had with ahmad was the longest! total, 6 of use play. 2 vs 2. haha. den after that i went home.

yesterday morning, i should meet my friends at 7.30am at school but it turn out they reached later. had CAD lesson around 8 and end at 10. at 10 we should have another lesson but the teacher didnt come. well, thats the last lesson of the day! god! if only i knew that it will just be 2 hours of study at school, i wont come! just waste my time. reached home and sleep.

today, is pract. 1 whole day. 8-12. great. i love pract. thats wad ite students do. haha. i finished my job and wait for other instrustion. those previously from nitec will get paid 5 dollars / hour if they help us coz they are examted. lol. dont know how to spell. kla. my english bad ah. sry. till here i end. so fast 1 month! time flies so fast!!

2007-05-08T01:13:00.000+08:00

what a day! monday blues. hah. today school was tiring. i hate programing. it is so comfusing!! i dont know that mechanical engineering require programing. if i know, i would take the IT course for poly. lol. well, ive no regrets. today school was mendakz. end at 4.30. den we went to the field to watch the soccer trials. it is tough. rough. it takes everything to be in the 1st eleven. i'll try my luck next year if im still in the school. haha. after watching the trials, my friends and i went to the pool room. wow, more than 8 pool tables. the atmosphere was great. the tables were in good condition. but too bad, all was fully booked. anyway, we booked for tml. 2 hours of it. great. den went going home, i feel soo giddy. took bus 27 but i alight alot of time because i felt like vomiting! ahh. the headache is so strong. mindgrain. when reach seng kang, i decided to walk. so i can easily vomit everywhere. haha. cannot tahan. at home straight bathe and eat penadol. after that sleep. and somehow i didnt notice someone called me. and the person was being so sarcastic when msg me. i called back but dont wan to talk to me..

well, i cant do anything as im still giddy. tried to sleep now... but i couldnt. haiz. i hope tml i will feel better. kla. till here.

2007-05-06T09:06:00.000+08:00

this week watched 2 movies. 2oo pound beauty and spiderman 3. both movies were great. 200 pound beauty is about a lady who tries to do anything to be with the guy. how sweet. and i dont know why suddenly im watching this korean moviee with my sister. yesterday went for therapy early in the morning. new exercises. happy feet and another one i forgot the name. happy feet was embarrassing. if any of u would see me do that exercise. u all would laugh. imagine i walk like a penguin bending my knees get my butt stuck out and walk for 50 meters 6 laps. the therapy was tiring! i saw luqman and his friends at simei mrt station. i think it his soccer team. after therapy bath and went to century square to buy tickets for the movie. spiderman 3. watched it. after the movie, saw faizal and friends. they are waiting to watch spiderman. haha. after that, we went home.

after sending her home, went to my cousin house because it is his birthday. wish he will get well. eat alot of food there. bone stick, yong tau fu, mee goreng, bdae cake and curry puffs. wah, really enjoying my life with that food. after eating so much. i felt so bloated! never felt like that before. i really pitty my father's brother. i hope one day his children will treasure him. kla. until here. peace!

2007-05-01T15:45:00.000+08:00

i'll update on my school. the first week of school was the orientation week. had alot of games. one of the games are amazing race. my class was the worst when comes to the teamwork stuff. haha. they would do their things. we walk over the school like no one business and it doesnt even look like an amazing race to me. haha. we only manage to complete for about 3 out of 5 stations. and guess what, we reach last on the check point. but the irony is that my class was the champion! haha. we laugh out the shit of us. haha. i had been playing street soccer with them at tampines after school. ite vs ite. lol. well, i got to say, i suck. i dont know why. they arent good either. i think because im not used to play with them. and got to know that street soccer place was hidayah's last time house. and the is MAMA shop. well, that mama shop really is a memorable one for them. LOL

for cca, i join floorball, well, i can say this is my first time playing floorball.. but i get the hang of it when i start to hold the stick for the first time. im the top scorer! i was stun. and it was the trial period. i scored 6 goals. lol. wth. the coach was impressed and say he wants me to come to next training. but i reject it. LOL. i had this injury. ligament. my doc ask me out of sports. haiz. until august den i can play sports. so.. there goes my school first team. damn. they are having the tournament this coming may. ahh. and i blew it up. damn.

next will my napha test. for my first PE lesson, i came late, and have to run 2 rounds of the school! wth!! but i gave an excuse. its my knee. and i have been excuse for my nafa too. LOL. great. now i cant participate in any sports! damn. what cca should i choose. arghhh. hmm.. nvm la. i will ask my teacher. lol.

these days have been slacking giler at school after school. wtf. i really have no idea what to do when im free. the forum as been my slacking place. well, we called it the LOBANG in out school coz it look like a hole. lol.

so far ive been book my the discipline master for my lateness. i came late and i was booked. wtf. lol. he say we will deal with me. i dont think so la. coz the school is big and we can play hide and seek. the most annoying thing is that, the things ive done in my computer in school all been corrupted!!! fukk. i dont know how also la now.. see wad my teacher do. so far the lessons are interesting and quite easy except for the programming part!! damn. got to learn.

ahh.. theres alot of things to update about. ITE rock my world! haha. im always looking forward to school. haha. oklaaa. wan to know more, ask me. i still have not study for u O LVL SCIENCE!!! haha. dieee!

2007-04-20T23:35:00.000+08:00

craziness. is what i describe my class. as for my school, it is like a malay community. HAHAHA. u go everywhere, u shake hands. lol. macam kat masjid dah! hahaha. mepek. talk craps. the emo groups, the nerds group at forum. haha. this first week has been very very fun. made alot of friends and so on so that i wont be lonely. in a daym i met different ppl. i can make about more than 20 friends but i cant remember their names. LOL. pethathic. call them, hey jack. lol. in the class i was so called. the theif! wtf. i stolde a pen is a serious offence? crap sia. u guys think i cant afford one? pls la. hahaha, mepeks. choose my cca. thought of joining soccer which mr nazri from cvss introduce to me. his friend in charge. but think think again. about my my knee not fully recover. so i choose FLOORBALL. haha. so if anybody hits my knee, u will kena smack stick. lol. both stick i give u. hte floorball stick and my stick. slap ur faceeeee..

theres too much to update here ah. everyday is a laughing day. school is like shopping centre to me sia. walk here there. go in and out of class. bla bla bla. haha. so much free time.

today is the tele-match for the new comers. haha. and guess what? the school of engineering won! hahahahahahaahahah. my course arh! alermak. they play the tele match so funny sia. i'll show to my soccer team. lol.some can even fly to the ground. alamak. my english bad sia. but seriously, theres too much to type ah. hahaha. if u wan to know more. come and join me in ite. LOL. bastard sak. kk. well, i wan go poly, but ite is the experince lar. lol. about the magician, if anyone wants to learn new tricks, come and see me. i'll teach. LOL

azhar is so funny. withe sotong kering and so on. haha. mepek siol. lol. kk until here ah update. hey! i love u sia noooooorrrr and zallll. deepthroat ahhhhhh! hahahahha

2007-04-16T23:17:00.000+08:00

WHAT A DAY!!

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.
ITE COLLEGE EAST (SIMEI)

never been this fun before! hahaha. lame. jokes and stuff. when i first started to enter the school, i didnt thought this is a schoool. it is more like a park? lol. the atmosphere is like... dont how to describe! haha. dont feel as if it is a school! wah seh! first stop is at sports hall. to check which class i am. i check under mechanical engineering. haha. i saw my name. i remember my class 0704D. so i go and search for the class. i found it and sit down. den the teacher came to me. ask my name. my name wasnt there!! wtf. paiseh sakkk. he ask me to go and check again. i check 0704D. correct wad. den i see properly. NT0704D is my class. got the NT in front! hahaha. mak kau. pai seh sak.

den we went to our class. CAB room. full of computer. teacher talk2. say this and that. say the past is not the future? MAH? really ah? dne one of my classmate name najid ask the teacher. 'then we do in the past is useless ah?' ahahaha. crap fellow. den the ice breaking game part. got this part when the gesture is like FUCKING. and when he say ahh. all will do the gusture. haha. IVAN was the loudest. hahahahahahah, the girls around us laugh2. haha. when he say u wan ah? then the girl say, come come! hahaha. wtf. only guys will find it funny. well, my class no girls! good lar. we a gays. lol.

today we should finish ard 4+. but my class is so GOOD, the teacher release us at 1.30! ahahahaha. other class all not yet release sia. my frens from other course also not release yet. hahah. baik ah. thats my form teacher. den eat my lunch with her. and send her for cca. lol.

at home i have nothing to do, i went to count how much im worth! there are 2 files. i only manage to count 1 file today. and get to know im 35000 dollar. before im born. still got 1 more fiel to count. otehr days la i count. lolololol. wah. really expensive sia. who wants me must payy!! lol. money money.

kla. cant wait for tml. MEPEKKKK.

2007-04-10T18:16:00.000+08:00

browsing through my photos and came across that. after 1 year of retain, i thought im gonna make it to poly. but no. i fail science!! ah! wad a waste. if only i pass my science, i could go in. well, tha pic over there tells me u can get something if u really work it out. haha. the retainees. lol

2007-04-05T08:53:00.000+08:00

The Past.

it is so frustrating when u care for somebody and they are hiding their true feelings. you should be happy and share with the love ones coz u know they really care. haiz. i really dont know what lies behind these things you're hiding from me. stubborn is also another word for it. sometimes trying to know something from you is so difficult! always keep it to yourself. especially to know something related to you. such like your friends, your feelings etc. if these keep happening, i really have nothing to say and of course i am frustrated. it is like, i need to dig it out myself from your head to know the thing! is it that difficult? letting out your feelings? are u doing this to me or to everyone? torturing me? some people might think, why am i blogging this after it was over. and i know some people might think im stupid because they would think why do i still care when she's doin all these things.. well, i dont know what to tell you all but i know myself..

you sure, i'll have everything?

2007-04-04T21:23:00.000+08:00

Me training my WING. hah

adam demonstrator. haha

OK. tuesday i went out to adam house to catch some dvd movies. watch my fav movie. THE LONGEST YARD. and watched step up. haha. nice show. the whole day at his house. den it is time to pick someone up. den we went to cp walk2 and den went home.

Today i got to know that adam wants to go to GYM after reading my previous post. he is interested and decided to go today. and we agreed. that was fast reply from someone! so, start out morning for my theraphy to train my lower body. my leg of course! den afternoon have our lunch at kfc cp. went to hougang GYM and start out work out. well, there not many people at first. but later it slowly filled up. haha. posted some pics up there. yea. we having fun. many build bodies there. ask some tips. and got some. hahah. i wan wings! lol. after spending about 2 hours of work out, we went to cp pasar malam. the fun fair. adam bought dvd there! great DVD! cheap! 12.90. some more some are new release! like rocky balboa and so on.. but must ask them first ah. coz it was hidden. hah. give u some hints. lol. and got to know the pasar malam LAST DAY will be on the 15 april! so got more time to play the fair? i wan to ride the euro wheels with someone! haha... okla. i think i wan to have my dinner now. bye bye. lols

2007-04-03T11:06:00.000+08:00

THE RIVALS

**someone will like this photo because jia hao is in there.

moveee on. yea. im moving. haha. every morning i check my calender and count the number of days to school! hahaha. i dont know why im doing it lar. maybe because i cant wait to go to school! i even dreamt of school. LOL. really have no idea. this week, im feeling like im going to build my body. hmm, anyone wanna come? tell me if u want den we will talk about it. hahaha. work those muscles out man. they need to grow. have been going joggin with my father these past few days. he wanted me to train him. hahaha. train as in what i also dont know. well, it is good la to spend time with him. i think i wan to be closer with him. just to know how a teenage turn into a man.. and others.

my sis was crazy over korean stuff! she bought alot of things form this korean stuff! i dont understand why shes doing all this. to me it is wasting of money. she says they are cute when she watch some vids in youtube or the downloaded vids. but when i see it, they are like acting cute. no offence to all the korean fanatic. but it is my opinion ah.

about this blog, ive find out that it is plain and need pictures! maybe i'll try to post 1 pic at every post. i'll try. or maybe change of layout. we'll see. =)

2007-04-01T22:21:00.000+08:00

today morning, meet some of fc bonito mates for street soccer. i came down but to see only few turn up. well, it drizzle a bit but it didnt hurt. lol. today only 6 ppl turn up. noor, bao, gary, lucas, ahmad, clement. just like other days. they were funny. lol. enjoy it. i somehow PLAYED too. but suddenly i notice someone was watching me play behind the court. it was my father. alamakkk. meet him a while. chat and so on. he told me not to play. so i sat down.... after he went.. i continue playing! hahaha. i cant tahan ahh!! i wan to play soccer!!!!!! clement bought apple tea which i like it so much.. but somehow, when it was left abit, nobody wants it. dont know why. because of.. hmm i think only the people come will know. guess what? whoever become gk in the court will be BLESSED! surely. lol. okla. then at home sleepp while everybody went for jumputan. hahah. oklaaaaaa

now.. i believe u! and i really do...

2007-03-31T23:44:00.000+08:00

started out early in the morning. woke up around 6.30. get change to send my sister to school for parents meeting. but end up sending half way coz i need to pay for my o level fees. combine science o level! ahh! must study!! dont slack! how to learn practical siaaa. argh. nvm. read all the notes i have. but i only got BIO NOTES which i got from ayuni. but i have no CHEM NOTES! argh! chem is the subject im struggling! wad chemical. lerr. +2 la +0. mepek ah. hahahaha. bio at least use sense sia. chem... chlorine gas do what? kill ppl. lol. correct or not? ler. NEED tuition for combine science. got to pay on my own now. hahahaaaaa. workkkkk! 2 weeks more to ite. dengar2 first day in ite buat bende bodoh? lol. see lar how. haha.

after paying my fees. went to faizal house to slack before meet the mabokss. faizal hair i dont know what went wrong ah. seriously. i saw the box colour. light brown. but i dont know why his hair still black? but got brown2 abit ah under the sun. haha. den went to commonwealth to train. well, now i know it is the place where the grafiti act eh..? yang this part they say, datok aku main bola lagi bagus dari kau. hahahaha. ler muddy and still finding the perfect field for our training. with my injury, i have to be out for 4 more months! argh! WHEN SIA! well, get to help the coach when training like laying the ball arrange the cones etc. haha. i really miss soccer. especially with mabok fc. lol. ops. wrong. fc bonito. lol.

after our training, ate at kfc compass point. den to koufu with zal,noor and russell to watch arsenal vs liverpool. argh! arsenal LOST! 4-1. wtf. pennant was very good. i dont know why wenger sold him. ler. well, arsenal played really suck. their passing and ball control really not good ah. anyway, arsenal got 1 game in hand. after the match i got some prob but manage to settle it ah. lol.

okla. tml they are play street socer at punggol. maybe im going.. but will i play? ahh. i cant just come down and watch them play.. haix. i really really wanted to play. just 1 month of recovery. i have not pass my fitness test yet, so, im not yet ready to get back for the team. but, i'll train to come back as soon as possible. they need me. haha. i guess so, well, maybe for now someone can step onto my place and show me they have potential and maybe could play better than me. who knows rite.

she wants it that way, then let it be..

2007-03-30T00:46:00.000+08:00

am i gay?

suddenly im interested in models. especially Calvin Klein. the guys section. remind me of ljungberg. lol. the way they pose, the way their face expression are.. those sex bods they have... and lots more. in the picture, it tells everything. haha. here are some of the models..

2007-03-29T11:40:00.000+08:00

life must go on. yah. im single now and anything is possible. well, now i should start a new chap with a new school waiting for me. i am the only one who can control myself. so, what happen this week, bought my uniform with nicholas adam roberts. 3 colours with 2 diff type of uniform u can choose from. i bought 2 blue polo t and 1 maroon polo t. well, start school on 16 april. looking forward to ite. ITE will be FUN! hahaa. many crap stuffs. thats wad i heard from my friends in ite. haha.

ite here i come!!!!!

2007-03-28T17:06:00.000+08:00

all the things ive done was down to nothing now..

2007-03-26T14:13:00.000+08:00

Mr. Bean movie was frustrating.
stupid yet clever?

3 star out of 5.

pursuit of happyness is a movie that motivate people to their highest potential

3 star out of 5.

been out for the whole week! tired. tuesday going to ite for registration and so on..

2007-03-24T22:56:00.000+08:00

YELLOWCARD LYRICS

"One Year, Six Months"

Sew this up with threads of reason and regret
So I will not forget. I will not forget
How this felt one year six months ago
I know I cannot forget. I cannot forget

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

I can tell that you don't know me anymore
It's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
And being on this road is anything but sure
Maybe we'll forget, I hope we don't forget

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

So many nights, legs tangled tight
Wrap me up in a dream with you
Close up these eyes, try not to cry
All that I've got to pull me through is memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that we can share
Falling into memories of you and things we used to do

2007-03-23T00:10:00.000+08:00

started to ask myself to believe or not to believe on wad she say.. when i came across this two words, friends forever somewhere.. im worried that things ive encounter will repeat itself. will it? i guess time tells and ive trust the words she said.

2007-03-20T12:11:00.000+08:00

The lyrics for the song

my chemical romance - kill all your friends

2007-03-19T22:38:00.000+08:00

im in a mess! hope everything goes fine. i dont wan anything bad to happen! live life to the fullest! take every chance like it nvr happens before. slowly ur life will be build like u never expected it to be coz it is meant to be..

2007-03-18T20:55:00.000+08:00

3 days holiday suck. ask me more to know. =)

Jiwang is BACK
-the lyric for the song!

menghitung hari detik demi detik
menunggu itu kan menjemukan
tapi ku sabar menanti jawabmu
jawab cintamu

jangan kau beri harapan padaku
seperti ingin tapi tak ingin
yg aku minta tulus hatimu
bukan pura-pura

reff: jangan pergi dari cintaku
biar saja tetap denganku
biar semua tahu adanya
dirimu memang punyaku

jangan kau beri harapan padaku
seperti ingin tapi tak ingin
yg aku minta tulus hatimu
bukan pura-pura

repeat reff

belum pernah aku jatuh cinta
sekeras ini seperti padamu
jangan sebut aku lelaki
bila tak bisa dapatkan engkau
jangan sebut aku lelaki

the easiest to express ur feelings is through songs! but this is not how i really feel. only some part of it. hah

2007-03-14T14:21:00.001+08:00

the promises ive believe so much
the hope all ive given u and never fail to give up
were just for u to abuse..

now, it has ended and lets see how u will respond..
time will tell if your words u said are ture..

bye

2007-03-11T13:46:00.001+08:00

Mat Rempit

2007-03-09T13:09:00.000+08:00

i have known this guy for two years. he have been helping me all this while. when im injured or when i need someone or when i feel some pain.. he tried his best to make me recover ASAP but im always being selfish thinking about myself on the speed im recovering. scold him on why i need two operation while others have one. arguing about the cost and so on.. yet operation after operation, he's trying his best for me. from the day i know him, he is such a cheerful guy just like a normal person. but when i was about to have my 2nd operation i saw him. he was on his crutches.. i wonder why but kept the question to myself.. till yesterday i went for check up to meet him. i thought he was just having some pain on his leg and i asked him wad happen.. and found out... he got a bone cancer on his backbone................. i was speechless.. i shouldnt have asked. it made the entire room TOTALLY silence when i asked that question.

all this while... he is having this? he help me althought he have this sickness? im now really admire him. although he is having his own difficulty on the sickness which is difficult to cure, he is helping patience like me without complaining.. ahh! i feel so bad after a year treating him like that! argh. to end the conversation to that question, i gave him a hand shake and a hug and whisper, good luck to him...

i am really speechless.. he have a good heart. he is my doctor.. a good one.. thanks a million. i'll pray for u.. hopefully u will get well soon.

2007-03-07T20:08:00.000+08:00

urgh! i dont really like to go to the school i was posted to.. ite especially when people say It's The End.. most of my friends go for private than to go to ite. haha! but i shall LOOK on the BRIGHT side! prove them wrong! lol. ITE is It's The Experience! from experience, i'll do good! i hope i'll prove to the people who take private that ite can do better! haha. they can if they want! i'll try and trying!

erm... should i take retake my science o lvl? PLS help me decide if you're my friend! u care, u help. LOL.

2007-03-06T07:34:00.000+08:00

Name :NOR HAKIM B MUSTUKI

1.The results of your application are as follows:
Posted Institution: ITE COLLEGE EAST (SIMEI)
Course Name: MECHANICAL ENGINEERING
Course Code: V35

have to face the facts. im going with no regrets.. appeal?